I talked to her today. She says she is not mad just upset and disappointed. Maybe good, maybe not. I don’t know. I know this, if I had it to do over again, I wouldn’t have done it. None of it.
I am an imperfect man. Sometimes I don’t even live up to my own standards, much less anyone else’s. Well, I am making progress on the anger front, I’ve gotten mad but at least it was for good reasons, not just letting it go because someone irritated me.
I am taking this day by day. A little change here, a little change there. I know where I want the changes in me to lead, but I have to get myself and my ego out the way for the changes and my wants to be realized.