Well I am in Florida. Her surgery is tomorrow. Hope it all goes well.
Drove from about 1:30am to 1:30pm on 2 hours of sleep. Had a little this afternoon too. Irritation level seems to be low so anger is under control. Maybe I surprised my wife this evening, talked to someone I didn’t know that knew her. Even got him to mess with her about something. Little steps…..lol.
I don’t know what it is about her that inspires me, but she does. I counted the poems I have written to her this year, 25 and counting. She is my inspiration and my muse. I love her so much. Maybe that is the inspiration. Again, I don’t know.