I guess a quick synopsis is in order. I have been so tired from my trip to Florida that I haven’t much felt like sharing anything.
I have once again exerted some control over my anger and my kids have been unusually nice to me. I’ve been more irritated over circumstances than I have been over people making me mad….heck no one has made me mad to speak of.
The last few days have been more trying mentally than emotionally. I realized tonight that my wife is much more fragile and breakable than she appears. It was, I would say, an a-ha moment when a lot of memories came together to form a conclusion. Memories. that taken apart, meant little, but together meant a lot. I have to change my thinking and actions toward her and how I deal with her because of this revelation. Sometimes I may have been too harsh thinking she could take it. Now I must find a new path that accounts for the vulnerability that I realized she had.
I may be be dense sometimes about things but I do eventually get there. Well another thing to add to the list of change.